Don't judge the people by yourself

      Nobody is perfect. But I'm trying to be my best. But sometimes, some people make me sad because they talk something bad about me. On contrary, they don't know the factual problem or the reasons why I become their object of blaming and unfair judgment. They just see me as a bad girl. Frankly speaking, they don't have rights to judge me. I never do any harm to them. I never make them in trouble but why do they always judge me bad? In fact, they don't know the real fact! They don't know the reasons! They don't even know who I really am!
      They don't have rights to push me to do something I really can't do. I just can't take it any longer! And when I say I can't do it, they see me as a mean and unworthy girl. It's frustrating to see how they look at me. They glance at me with their judging eyes. I can't do anything about it. So when I am being watched with judging look, I just keep my head down and try my best to avoid their gaze. I just ask God to give me strength to past my day at school.

Reality About Me

       I have wonderful wishes for my future, but I live in the present time now. And my expectation for the future is really different from my present life. I know it takes hard study and much determination to reach my expectation but in reality, I don't really study hard to achieve my expectation. I know it's gonna be very difficult to be a dentist or a nutritionist, I mean I must get very good scores for Biology, but right now, my Biology score is far from satisfying the need to be in Medical University. I don't study Biology hard! Moreover, I don't like Biology! It's difficult, I guess. I find it hard to memorize Biology. Not to mention the texts are in English which makes things more complicated to be memorized.

My Expectation After Graduation

I think everyone wishes to have bright future, I mean a job with high salary. As a student I also set my goals for my future. So in my opinion, I hope I can be a dentist or a nutritionist after I graduate from university. I chose those two job because I am from Science Department and they suit my senior High education background. And for the university education, I hope I can be accepted in Medical university in a notable government university.